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aiiiih.. msh 2mgg lg libur..

dear you,

you’ve been such a good friend ever. you’ve been like my own brother, you’re very supportive, and you’re also a good story teller. you pushed me up when i’m about to give up. i really appreciate those things and i guess i owe you alot. but, what am i? i’m just a little evil who doesn’t have an attitude. i didn’t realize that my stupid mouth becomes a huge wall between us. i’m truly sorry. please take my apology for letting you feel stupid. you’re not stupid at all. i’m the stupid one. crying all the night, keep thinking what i’ve done to you, how i did you wrong, and how could i make you so mad. now i’ve heard your explanation and i accept that, but i don’t like the way you accused me. what i want is just you to say "sorry", that’s all. but you didn’t say it. or maybe i’m not deserve it.

a friend that really care for you,

bie..

hr ini, 25 juni 2007, merupakan hr yg bersejarah! si suar dtg ke rmh gw jam 3an (janjinya dtg jam 2).. asa dtg jam 5an.. trs si bima jg dtg, tp gatau jam brp.. qta main ayunan, smsan gak pnting, dan suar ngabisin sultana serta coklat orange gw..

stelah agak mlman, qta nyalain satu flying condom ni.. itu pun terbangnya udh oleng gtu! tp akhirnya (alhamdulillah!) terbang jg dg mulus.. abis itu qta lanjutin main kmbang api, trs poto2.. udh mulai bosen, si suar minta nyalain flying condom lg.. tp gw gamau, tkt terbangnya oleng lg! tp suar trs merayu.. akhirnya gw bolehin tu! si suar yg megang, asa yg bakar.. prtamanya mo nyebur kolam, trs brhasil kluar tembok rmh, eeeen pd akhirnya tu flying condom tdk terbang dg mulus.. ia tersangkut di jaring drivingrange sblh rmh gw! anjrit! tu api msh nyala! *panik* akhirnya gw minta tolong mas taul! *msh panik* qta mnuju blkg rmh, melihat kondisi.. trnyata apinya msh nyala! *makin panik* diusahain sgala mcm jg gamau padam..  (soalnya nyangkutnya tinggi bet!) akhirnya mas taul ngambil tangga, dy naik (ttp gak nyampe) trs goyang2in jaring dr bwh! gw jg ikutan ke semak2, walopun gak ngapa2in (gw pake clana pndk pula, mana nyamuk byk bet! gw bentol2 skrg!).. ALHAMDULILLAH, akhirnya apinya padam jg.. *sdikit lega*

nah, yg jd mslh, gw tkt polisi dtg ke rmh gw.. trs nuntut gw, gw dipenjara.. WAAAAAA! mana tumben bgt mlm ini byk suara sirine polisi! *jd panik lg* trs, bima n suar nglantur bkin gw stresss! huh!

pokoknya klo ada apa2, bima suar n asa, lo TANGGUNG JAWAB!

jamie, ben, yosuke, kenota..
they were shining our day, won’t forget that evening.. marvelous!!

gw bnr2 membutuhkan bbq party the sekuel ni!! frens, ayo ke rmh gw lg, nginep lg, n having fun lg! i really really need u guys.. it’s been quite rough for me these several days..

etha, desiree, viona, dinda, kara, jengkoy,azel, shegi, rara, suar, bima, dika, onal, asa, dan smua pihak yg wkt itu dtg ke rmh gw yg tdk bisa disbutkan satu persatu saking byknya, ayoayo dtg lg ke rmh gw! tp kali ini patungan yah makanannya.. hehe..

bt d, masa converse gw dicuci tanpa spengetahuan gw sii?! kan jd brsih!!

udh beberapa hr ini gw kluar rmh.. dan setiap gw liat ke atas, ada satu hal yg bkin gw bingung: LANGIT JAKARTA BERSIH! udh smingguan ini langit jakarta bersih! dan gw bingung knp?! pdhl kendaraan di jakarta sama byknya, sama macetnya, dan brarti sama polusinya kaan? sampe skrg gw msh amazed dg keadaan ky gtu, tp alhamdulillah lah klo bs ky gni trs.. ya gak?!

a k u   b o s a n   d i   r u m a h ! !

ajak aku pergi, melancong, berhura-hura denganmu!

trakhir buka blog gw tgl 06/12/06.. eeehhh brsn gw buka lg, tnyata udh byk bgt comments yg msk bwt blog gw sblm ini.. thx 4 all the supports ya guys! nice 2 have brothers n sisters like y’all..

knp si lo gak prnah jls??! sehari lo bs bkin gw terbaaaang, eh bsknya lo bkin gw jatoh gtu aja.. knp lo gak bs ditebak?! itu yg bkin gw pnasaran ma lo.. bkn cuma pnasaran, gw tu udh memuja lo!! tanya org2 skitar lo sbrp bsr gw memuja lo! sampe2 tmn dkt lo blg ma gw, "bi, lo tu bs dptin yg lbih baik dr dy!".. tp gw gak bs, prasaan gw udh tlalu dlm bwt lo.. lo blh blg klo gw gombal or whatever tp emg bnr itu yg gw rasain skrg!

shit! u know what?! gw bkin blog ini gr2 gw udh bingung mo ngomong ma sapa lg ttg prasaan gw! gw gak bs curhat ma yg lain, mrk jg udh gak bs apa2.. lo tlalu tertutup! when u love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse?! itu yg trjd ma gw skrg.. aaaaarrrgghh!

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate it when you stare
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much that it makes me sick
It even makes me ryhme
I hate the way you’re always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate the way you’re not around
And the fact that you didn’t call
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all. (10 things i hate about you, 1999)